well that was nice...

So this weekend was by far one of the better ones I've had and this is why.....

I drove 4.5 hours to see M. Yup that's right drove up the coast to see a girl... changed my plans around too and lied to my mom and sister to see her... so worth it! well i left thurs. and stayed with her till sat. afternoon....

Thursday 
well thurs night we hung out, she cooked me dinner, and we got ice cream... this was the first time since the light house that we had been alone.... well we had our first kiss and it was kinda awkward only bc she was super shy about it but it was nice.... things got more comfortable and we cuddled... well of course one thing lead to another and things got a bit hott.... yea so i finally got to experience so parts of lesbian sex but before things got more involved i stopped it only because i was kinda uncomfortable... but thats what I like about M she respects my boundaries... she was completely fine with it....

Friday
Friday we woke up and she went to the gym... i laid in her bed with her dog till she got back... it was relaxing... when she came back we chilled there until john came over to wash clothes and to go eat... the burgers we got were amazing! then we went back and hung out in her bed again... then headed to the mall.... the boys need new shirts for the nights so they got those and then we left... well in the truck me and her were holding hands and stuff and kissing and for once it actually felt right... then we went out to the lamest club ever in tally but it was still fun bc i was with her... we made out in there too i think... i cant remember we all were drinking... we went home and more things happen... catch my drift... im not going into details.... then we cuddled and went to sleep...

Sat.
well sat. rolled around and we spent all day in bed... it was so nice waking up to her! it was so bittersweet knowing that i was going to be leaving her... she really is something special! but i stretched out the time and left at about 3... i knew she didnt want me to leave and i didnt want to leave her! but i left and we txted my whole drive to Jax!seriously i can see myself in a relationship with her even if it is long distance....she is adorable and cute and again a breath of fresh air!

anyhow i really like her and i cant wait to see her again... blah we shall see where this goes... but what makes this whole thing funny is..... J is now trying to hang out with me more now! she told me that she missed me and now she wants to go to the concert and busch gardens... hmmmm... i still like her but i def like M better and she is so worth it! so i think it is safe to say that my focus is somewhere else and J is now just a friend... lets just hope bitch isnt cray and doesnt try me... but that is all i have! DEUCES!